Anxiety.

My lungs feel with air. I feel my heart beating faster. I'm not sure if this is a good or bad anxiety. I hate the feeling of this. My stomach hurts, cause I haven't eaten. I've been so overwhelmed. I see you everywhere. Anxiety takes over like a ton of bricks. How do I make this go away, when you were my medication for anxiety. Now it's just gotten worse. You've gone away. So I'll write and write, till my brain stops running. My gears are so rustic though. Now I'm frustrated, do you know what anxiety feel like when your frustrated? He showed me things to piss me off. He expected me to smile and be happy about it. To think a year ago, we were in this spot, so happy. We were so much in love. And now I watch you watch another pretty girl as though it was me. I sit with anxiety and wonder why I was so in love with you.